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2003-07-20, 9:49 a.m. Photographing L.A. From the Seventeenth Story Hotel Room: Have you ever heard a heart break? Of course not. Have you ever felt it? As real as the bass thru the floor on a Saturday night at a club in L.A. I move thru the days watching my heart slowly break. Denial is beautiful and you are deceiving. I live in the space between the raindrops. I wander aimlessly thru my thoughts only to realize they all come back to you. Forget answers. I don't want your lies anymore. I want what was before. "You, yes, you, linger in my heart/ The same you who stopped us before we could start/ I didn't want to leave, but you began to believe/ Your own crocodile lies". I want a valid reason. You said there were millions. You only gave me two. Validly unvalid. I'm ready for my closeup, Mr DeMillo: DEAR YOU, FUCK YOU. |