It's hard when the people who are supposed to understand you never listen to you. Tori Amos got it right with "Silent all these years". There are times when I just have to say, I'm better than that. Because even if i'm not in their eyes, what do they know? They never took the time to know me at all. After awhile, you combust. It's all those secrets that fall on deaf ears. So you stop speaking. And then there's other things that I don't understand. Eric. Sam. And then...it's like gravity. I keep falling back to him.